Morning class for four hours was a sooo sayang… Monday mental blackout; still adjusting myself with my new schedule every Sunday which is now my day with children, no more Saturdays…. The week will really starts with Sunday from now on…. So great! Lol!
My previous post before Christmas is one of the reasons for a big change that happened in this blog. First, the whole template itself is changed, obviously the color I picked is very different. Before, it was dark but now, it’s light and… let me say, colorful 
Added to the features are the 2-column side bars, search-this-blog form, recent entries and comments, peek-a-boo menu that includes my favorite sites that helped me figure out and familiarize my new template, a new tagboard and the visitors’ faces and others were retained from my previous template (Image shown).
How I did came up with this change may have been answered by my post about the anxiety I had and of course, changing my paradigm in blogging. The title itself is retained but I added the “Me, myself and I” words at the heading simplifies my blog’s goal and yet it also aims for interactions with other bloggers and readers. Obviously, the “under-construction” social bookmarking is on its way. I just put it there for others may wonder and hoping that they will help me figure out also on how it really works. I visited the source sites about it, but I’m just to dumb to follow the codes that made me always lost! or I was just timid to study the codes patiently
All the credits are due to the different blog hackers I’ve been chatting with and mostly, visiting their blogs and reading articles about the new Blogger from beta status. Avatar of Bloggeratto, Hans of Beautifulbeta, Annie of Bloggeruniversity, Hackospehere, and Louiss of Bloggingsecret helped me with the codes. All of them have bright ideas about the features I added to my own blog. As an expression of gratitude, I added them to my favorite sites that can be found at my sidebar,at “+ /- Must Read Blog Hackers.” You must visit them to find out what I mean here.
For couple of days of being focused on these, I had a nightmare one night that my blog mates whom I always visit everyday got mad at me since I’ve never been visiting them for many days from the time I started changing the lay out of my blog! ‘Twas true that I’ve been busy and never visited most of them even just to greet them a Merry Christmas, but please, h’wag kayong magalit ha, lol! Few days from now, back to normal na ako: reflective and will retreat again. Should I say my new year greetings now? Happy New Year!!!
Before the year ends, I will make an index of all my posts.
Medyo madilim ang pagmumukha ko today. Simula pa this morning, halo-halong emosyon ang aking nadama. Nababagot, mainit ang ulo, inaantok sa klase at higit sa lahat, libog. Nakakatawa nga pero may mga dahilan naman at naipapaliwanag. Ito ay isa sa kadahilanang naiinis ako sa aking guro. Actually, dalawang subject na nga lang kaninang umaga; isang oras sa first period then tatlo sa next period up to 12 noon. Pag-sobrang bagal ng lessons, nagsisimula na akong mabagot at mainis, susunod ay aantukin, tuluyan na ring malibog. Dagdag pa sa katotohanang di talaga ako nagsusuot ng underwear kaya napakasakit nga naman lalo na at maong ang aking suot kanina; what a revelation I have today! ‘tang-yagit! Nang sa susunod na subject, nanalangin talaga ako na mag-subside na ang aking mga nararamdaman, feeling talaga, at bigyan ako ng mapayapang pag-iisip, tamang pang-unawa at kababaang-loob. Pride na kasi ang umiiral dahil sa teacher kong mas weird pa kesa sa akin. Weird naman talaga yung teacher kong nerd. Animo’y s’ya lang ang nakakabasa ng lahat ng theology books sa buong mundo.
Kaya ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa araw na ito? After ng appointment ko sa Ateneo, nag-text ako kay ate Sash para sumunod sa location nya and presto! in 45 minutes nagkita nga kami sa SM North. Medyo malayo rin ang narating ko today. For the fact na di na ako nag-attend ng basketball game namin, nag-absent na rin ako sa fraternity meeting ko kanina lamang. Medyo gumaan nga ang down moments today dahil na rin sa isang malamig na kape, eh, iced coffee pala. Ok na ako, ate… Smile na rin ako nang dumating ako sa bahay before supper time, kaya di halata, next time uli… Lol!
One indicator ko na nabo-bored na talaga ako sa isang subject ko sa class? At 8:30 in the morning sa loob ng klsae while my professor is mumbling a lot of non-sense words, masyado akong inaantok while my body needs to lie down… sarap matulog after light breakfast and shower…
