This Is For You

And so I was told… that you’re poorer than the poor, that you can’t support yourself and can’t be independent at the moment. But for me, it’s not a good reason that I must not give my best for you; but I just feel you.

I just knew you, and look at you with sincere glance. I looked at myself and asked, “What can I do for you? I’m not the best for you…”

I am doing these, right at that moment when wrong things must be corrected, when I seemed to feel responsible, when I began to think unjust thoughts…

I am doing these, not for myself… but for you…

No more tea to consume after supper… No more choco-milk before getting to bed (Let me consume the left-over first)… No more can of beer after the day’s success… No more harsh complaints against those who speak against you…

I am cutting my food consumption every meal (will fast when I can)… Give importance to silence and prayer all the time… Will try to commute rather than using any of the vehicles… Work with all my best harder than before… before I am  told, “Work so that you can eat…” “Word harder so that you can pay bills… so that… so that… so that… Work.

So help me God.