Suddenly

As I closed my eyes, I suddenly felt sad. Sadness came as if I’m alone while the image of my father was becoming clearer to my mind.

It’s 11 in the evening and I must be sleeping already but I began to wander back to my childhood about my father. I began to realize that the memories coming back were moments I consider as near-death-experience of his.

When I was 3-year old, he was almost electrocuted. The image is still fresh. When I was maybe 16, he was planned to be assasinated… And when I was 23, he died of illness.

As I tried to shut my eyes, suddenly, I miss him. Rest in peace…